Designated Doodler

Today was a truly awful day, and if you have ever had to put a pet down, then you know how I'm feeling right now. I've had my cat since I was 9 years old. She was my best friend, my sister, my baby. And this is my first night without her. The pain is just…indescribable. Her kidneys were failing and we knew it's what we had to do, but it certainly didn't make things any easier. Since I've gone through this, I thought that I would write a post with helpful information if you're going through the same thing. Tips: Don't go alone Make sure you stay with your pet while they're putting them down - it's unbearably hard, but they're your family and it's important to be there for them Ask for the ashes Pay in advance so that you don't have to pay afterward while you're a blubbering mess REMEMBER that once they're gone, they're not gone! Your little baby is in heaven and will someday greet you when it's your turn REMEMB...

A few of my Spotify playlists: Do you miss someone? Are they gone for good? Then playlist is perfect! It will help you dive deeper into your conflicted emotions, leaving you feeling contemplative and perhaps sleepy. This mix is made up of the best artists, and it's sure to meet your mood. Sometimes I Miss You Feeling like you could walk out your front door and conquer the world? Well, don't go without this playlist.  Uplift Are you suffering from writers block? Take a sledgehammer to that mental block with this rich, moving, and subtly emotional playlist. It will reconnect you to your innermost feelings, clear your mind, and hopefully assist you on your literary journey. Also great to study to. Writing Music

Today in Liz's blogtopia I was planning on writing about moving. And how it makes me sad and blah blah blah but I've written and deleted three different posts. Nothing sticks, nothing works and it's pissing me off so I'm writing this instead. If I were on a stage and there was a spotlight it would be a soliloquy for sure. Anyway, I can't stop listening to Aimee Mann and I'm living in the valley of the cardboard boxes and I'm in an atrocious mood and I can't even write about moving. Well, I guess this is writing, but not about moving. Please enjoy the accompanying photo and song (neither of which do I retain rights to whatsoever).